"loving" you would be a waste of time

stupid of me to believe in anyone but myself

far out, i hate when youre so sure of yourself
then everything you thought you knew
you have to reconsider and then its like :s

would you believe what your close friend that talks shit alot says?
or a sensible looking stranger ?

this concept continues to leave me confused
oh fuck eng sac
maths chap 6 and 7
multi media folio
design tech thingy
no time to blog bye for now

the doors are open but the legs wont move

the concept of friendship will always amuse me
such a broad word. such a misunderstood term i'd say
but yeah whatever, everyone elses loss but mine
and backstabbing is quite very amusing too
spreading rumours, excluding, using, betrayal
i love the human nature, especially women
i reckon guys are more typical and predictable
but yeha theres always the rare ones of everything

so, my hormones have been uncontrollable these past few days/weeks
but i like it and i know i should and i have to but i kinda dont care
i feel like Tarzan ripping through everything just to get to you
but no matter how close i get i know i'll never tell you how i feel anyways

yeah so ive had a huge dilemma lately
its pretty much a room full of open doors and im just sitting in the middle
and i aint moving

i dont know why, but i feel like im learning more about everyone everyday
;their flaws, their favourites, their strengths and their weaknesses
;the people that dont matter, im still working on people that do though :\
;the people i go to when i need a laugh
;the people to steer away from when im not feeling myself
not really but it sounds good enough to type, so i did

i wonder who will still be my friends after year 12
familiar faces will soon disappear
maybe more will pop up
i doubt it, but i'll keep my hopes up anyways
i cbf now
i should have done my sac instead of this stupid blog
goodnight
i love ...