go fuck yourself

i think I've lost faith in something or someone
and I'm not feeling as hopeful for anything
maybe im giving up
maybe im just tired
maybe im just worn out

or maybe im just sick of all your shit
maybe i cant be fucked with dealing with annoying people
maybe ive surrounded myself with assholes and
im just realizing now

mayeb im just a wreck thats seeking attention
but i'll never know for myself
ill only know when i hear teh whispers behind my back
telling me the story of my life through gossip

hmmm ive left this blog on my screen for quite a while now
and ive just completely changed moods
but seriously
you people fucken piss me off so bad


i dont believe in forever. goodnight

missing pieces

life is quite good now
i feel extra popular during this period
im busy and happy and everyone else seems great
but i dont know,
i feel somethings missing
or maybe im just finding an excuse to hate again
yeah i was called ungrateful lately.
mayeb i am . oh well. doesnt really bother me toooooo much

abit very confused. but thats so normal i cbf that shit
yeha im thinking im two faced, but you might call it being polite
or just two faced. but the anger that i "express". i wouldnt even call anger
its just facial expressions and hand movements. not emotion

okay being two faced and anger have nothnig to do with each other.
damn my poor structuring skills. :@

enough for now.
no not the fray, just no.
goodnight, and sorry if i ever back stabbed you.
shame on me . ha ha ha.