where'd you go ?

anger lives in my shadow so whatever you do,
dont turn off the lights.
why hello there anger, i havent felt you for so long i almost missed you.
im so fucking confused.
god why do you do this to me. why
best/worst year of my life.
how do i do this, move around it?
get over it? or take it head on. fuck my fucked life :)

pay for RSA
pay for D&T
get lyxen a present
get lyxen a song
Do multimedia
fuck our lives

for you i will, trust me.

im a dick i know <3

sorry thank you and goodnight

Pull the trigger

happy birthday big ngan.

too much was going on

too much is going on

ive made a terrible mistake

and ive hit a dead end

im sick , im failing, im lazy and hopeless

i push away those that love me and hold on to those that let me down.
im not depressed. im just lost, unorganised and a little bit confused.

just cause you love yourself it doesnt mean youre up yourself

just cause you hate your self it doesnt mean youre depressed.

its either self esteem or self realization that youve done something wrong.

i just need a little time alone to figure myself out,

but even a thousand years wont be enough for me to know what i want

i think ive already used that line, but im feeling it again.

yeha i must admit, i do miss how some things used to be

but im also glad some things have changed too.

if you asked me if i was happy with my life id say yes. duh

only cos im nice and i cbf with the pointles dnm that wont do anything for you or me

all it will do is leave me looking vulnerable and make you think theres something you can do to make things better

i was thinking right am i a nice guy, like genuinely ?

i dont need your opinion. i was just curious.

i liek to think i am but when i die and am judged by god, what would he say.

i dont know but i dont think i want to :s

sorry to say, but i still dont know who my real friends are.

but i hope i'll always be friends with them especially after year 12.

i have no heart

if i die, i hope im born again
so i'd have another chance to be with you

i am crazy

i dont know how i thought of that :\
unlesss i heard it somewhere else and i just remembered now :s