your eyes bleed pain.

the shittest day ive had in a very long time.
i want to make myself cry, but its too early to pretend im sleeping in my bed.

i wish i had a really big giant teddy bear in my room so i can just curl myself up on its lap and wrap he's empty arms around me.

LETS GET FETAL UP IN THIS BITCH !!

melodramatic ? i think so. (in a tone that implies yes)

my bed might have just got californicated.
but my reaction is slow as usual.
if my subconsciousness had a body of its own, the world as we know it would blah.

what is happening.

nothing seems to make sense anymore.

the fog may be gone, but i still dont see where i'm going.
show me the way.