omg im so sick of myself
what the fuck is my bloody piece of shit problem ??
why? who ? no not who coz i know who but when
damnit
FUCKING hell . . . . chris stop being happy . i think its my turn now
"youd think my heart was made out of glass by the way it shattered. "
- some song
i go to sleep hoping i wont have to get up
i wake up thinking "wtf not again."
am i blogging just for chris ??
IS HE TEH ONLY ONE READING THIS PIECE OF SHIT I THREW ON UR COMPUTER SCREEN ???
omg wtf is my fuking problem ??
FUCK
i feel like . . . . .
sighs
do you ever regret a regret ??
im just gunna sew myself shut and make sure i germ lock and swallow the key .
sighs . . .
FUCKING HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
im on my knees listening to my breath
and tehn sooner or later teh sound of my heart beat kicks in
then a song plays
omfg omfg omfg omfg ofgm
i just rememmbered something lololololol
sofkn funny
but ten u forget it and then ur back in the same state
gosg fuking damnit blogging a is a fuking waste of fkning time for sfuks sakes
FUCKING LOSER FUCK YOU PAVIS U FKN FOLLOWER FKN WORTHLESS PIECE FO FKN SHIT U FKN DUMB KNT U FKN SLOW MINDED FKN ____ PIECE OF BLACK FKN RETARDED SHIT GO FKN GET A HAIR CUT A ND A FKN FAC E TRANSPLANT U FKN . . . FKN PAVIS
are my eyes glued to the fkn floor ??
then fkn . . . .. .
damnit what a waste of fkn time i got osdo much hw so fkn cbf fuknnnnnn
FUK YOU HWWW
just though id qritew from the left lol im so fknnfkfnkfnkfnnfnkfnf funny
iw wish i wfuknig wish
