Let me put out your fire

oh fuck there was a song i wanted to put on this but i forgot what song damnit
shitttttttt
oh i got it
have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
have you ever - brandy
oha shiiiiet
FUCK I AM PISSED
but i forgot why
im worrid im hating more and mor eeverytday
WTF IS MY PROBLEM fukinnnn
i just wanan lay down on green grass and listen to the birds sing while i encode what the clouds are telling me
BUT NO THATS FUKING IMPOOSSSSIBLEEE.
bloggger is SHIITT
fukngi hell
goodnight bitches n hoes

sick of everything

omg im so sick of myself
what the fuck is my bloody piece of shit problem ??
why? who ? no not who coz i know who but when
damnit
FUCKING hell . . . . chris stop being happy . i think its my turn now

"youd think my heart was made out of glass by the way it shattered. "

- some song

i go to sleep hoping i wont have to get up

i wake up thinking "wtf not again."

am i blogging just for chris ??

IS HE TEH ONLY ONE READING THIS PIECE OF SHIT I THREW ON UR COMPUTER SCREEN ???

omg wtf is my fuking problem ??

FUCK

i feel like . . . . .

sighs

do you ever regret a regret ??

im just gunna sew myself shut and make sure i germ lock and swallow the key .

sighs . . .

FUCKING HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

im on my knees listening to my breath

and tehn sooner or later teh sound of my heart beat kicks in

then a song plays

omfg omfg omfg omfg ofgm

i just rememmbered something lololololol

sofkn funny

but ten u forget it and then ur back in the same state

gosg fuking damnit blogging a is a fuking waste of fkning time for sfuks sakes

FUCKING LOSER FUCK YOU PAVIS U FKN FOLLOWER FKN WORTHLESS PIECE FO FKN SHIT U FKN DUMB KNT U FKN SLOW MINDED FKN ____ PIECE OF BLACK FKN RETARDED SHIT GO FKN GET A HAIR CUT A ND A FKN FAC E TRANSPLANT U FKN . . . FKN PAVIS

are my eyes glued to the fkn floor ??

then fkn . . . .. .

damnit what a waste of fkn time i got osdo much hw so fkn cbf fuknnnnnn

FUK YOU HWWW

just though id qritew from the left lol im so fknnfkfnkfnkfnnfnkfnf funny

iw wish i wfuknig wish

is it okay if i asked you to stay ??

omg am i willing to ditch my xanga for dis shit ??

yeha i guess

MAYBE

sif

anyways

a passage from the gospel of " definitely maybe" [ movie ]

Why do I want to marry you??I want to marry you because you’re the first person I look at when I wake up in the morning,And the only one I want to kiss goodnight,Because the first time when I saw these hands, I couldn’t imagine not being able to hold them, But mainly, when u love someone as much as I love you,Getting married is the only thing left to do

i pulled my pants down teh first tim ei heard that

but yeah anyways

ima escape chem and pick up psych hopefully

and business is gay too so ima drop taht shit

i wish i could leave everthing behind and just . . . . ZAP

life truly is a burden

a burden i have to bare

are you single or should i wait in line ?? . . .wtf as if u got a chance with this

she said to me

im like dayum girl

[ not literally ]

i wish

i dont ?

a new blog is calling

i dont

i dont want to be shallow

i dont want to judge

i dont want to be so selfish

i dont wan to be so ignoran tto teh homeless

i dont want to just sit there and pretend im happy

i dont want just look

i dont want this path

i dont want to be this way

i dont want to feel this way

i dont wan tthese painfully happy memories

i dont want these scars

i dont want to look up

i dont want to get my hopes up

i dont want to be negative

i dont want to be so clueless

i dotn even want to fkn blog

i dont want to be part of th ecrowd

i dont want to be liek the rest

i dont want to be a sentence in ur book

i want to be happy

i want to emacipate

i wanto be a chapter in ur story

iwant to be everythnig i couldnt be

i want to smile like i mean it

i want tobe positive

i want you

i want everything

i want to look forward to something

i want to be cleansed

i want to be generous

i dont want to think such nasty thoughts

i want to be someone

i want something to belive in

i want a goal

iwant to fukngi shut the fuck up

for fucks sakes omfgfgflmkhdsvbjonvibu;

FUCKING HELL

fuck you

FARRRKKK

ARGHHHH

i want to scream

i want o sing

i wan tto feel comfortable

i want to be a good friend

i want to live again

please

is that too much to ask ??

im sorry for everything

and thannkful for you

but ashamed of me

and confused about her

but certain about you

but angry at him

but all i know is that im gongi to pu tthis on xanga some time later

Skyway Avenue

wel wel wel wel lll
this blog is dedicated to you
yes you know who you are. no im not talknig about your brother . not ur sister you
but anyways
LIFE IS SO FKN SHIT
im so fkn flavourless
i wish i was emo or crazy or someshit
GIVE ME SOME FUKING ATTENTION
omg i did not just blog that . . . .
too late now anyways
this bitch is driving me crazy
imagine is i was 19 dayum my life would be perfect
FUCK Why are ppl so shallow ??
why am i so shallow shame on my gosh forsaken SOULLLL
my hair is so long
i need a cut
CBFFF
xanga me baby
Dont mis understand me coz i want you
omg im so bored and sick of evrything
i hate you
fuck what has this world coem to ??
teh weakest words in teh dictionary love and hate
LOST ALL MEANING
whats ur purpose in this life ??
wtf is mine ??
why the fuck am i here for ??
fucking waste my time
i should never have crawled out that womb damnit
good bye everyone more comnig soon in the genius min do f
FUKING PAVIS i hate this knt in the mirror
i hear phuongs blogs are quite extravagant
i shall check her out , i mean them out !! her blogs i shall check THEM out
GOODNIGHT all
ps. fuck youuuuuuuu

WADUPP KANGSTAR . . . . . loser

far out im like wtfing atm niggah plz
sahmahydeeeek
wats this then >??
fkn im get gte gte get u drunk get ur mum up on mu lumps ?? wahh
anyways ima eat dis shit up and finsish it by saying
my name is pavis
i love bitches n hoes
nn hobos
waduuuuppappaapapappapaapapappz
fukn helllllllll
EMMOOO WHOREEEEE
farrrrrkkkkkk