how could i do this to a 'friend'
how could i be so cold
so selfish.
dont worry, sooner or later it will all end
everything that you never knew
will disappear and we can all pretend to be normal again
no promises were made, no promises were broken
we can still walk away with all our limbs intact
and our hearts on our sleeves
I DONT FUCKING KNOW
where the fuck are you when i need you
who are you anyways
dont make promises you cant keep
dont get my hopes up just to get me down
i had another nightmare yesterday
you were in it
i woke myself up, but then i was in the middle of something
and i lost it
and i never knew how it ended
but i think i started another dream
it was crazy, you were . . . different
i wont know how to put this,
but i think im crazy,
or maybe its just how you make me?
no, i think im just an idiot for starting something so uncontrollable
fuck sake wtf am i doing
what the fuck mannnnnnn
breaking down wont make anything better
nor does drinking, smoking, crying, fighting, yelling or cutting yourself
your an idiot if you think it does.
feels so wrong, maybe cos i know its wrong
i really am the idiot in this story
but its only a short one anyways
im sorry but hahaha
one day, one day.
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