OI DICKFACE

Dear Pavis ,
ive realised youve beeen a real douche
so tell us wtf is ur problem ??
fuck you lazy fat piece of shit
get eh fuck off your ass and study
or fucking cleamn your room
and no i dont mean hide everything under your bed
FUCKING CLEAN TI PROPERLY
fkn exams this week and u havent even picked upa bloody book
do u want to fucking fail ??
fuck am i wasting my time spending my time in this empty room called YOUR FUCKING BRAIN ??
fuck you needa get a move on mate
and wth is this
u dnt read ur books you dont do your revision and you dnt clean your room
and here you are fucking blogging
are you nuts !!
yeah maybe
wait dont answer that
fuck STOP PYELLING AT ME
who the fuck ar eyou talknig to
me or him
him
oh okay
anywyas
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well im fucked
had 8 - 12 today
was supposed to wake up at 6 today and catch the 7 02 train
but instead i woke up at liek 6 40
and took teh 7 22
so yeah
i need some new rock songs
sighhhhhhhh
well my abs are still hurting liek crazy
and teh coughing has gotten alot better
surprisingly
how cool
mentally stable
pphysically cosi cosi
emotionally cant complain
what else is there ??
anyways
well im oretty pissed out
laterz
i mean l8rz
jsyk
when are they gunna start using that one ?
well im pretty sick of thishit
FUCK YOU

Nothing feels right

somethings missing this year
maybe its teh changes
or something
but its extra shit this year
i had a pretty shitty day
i dunno what it is or what happened
but it just knocked me off
i doubt that its just coz my "close friend" forgot my bday
actually yeah we arent close anymore
mayeb its a forced thing
liek i dunno ho wot explain it
but yeha
something is missing and i cant quite figure it out
( make any sense ?? cant quite ??)
omg how wierd
i almost sneezed just then bu then instead i shiverdd
went hp today
gto a jacket n jeans
i couldnt even see my jacket vefroe i bought it
soem white KNT was hogging th mirror
fkn ass
but yeha im alright with the purchase bu tnow im thinknig of the jacket from mossimo
damnit
but im let that go
fuck why didnt i go into that store
far outttttt
anyways
FUCK
im donig fkn 2 computer classes and fkn i dnt wnanan do computers in the fucking future
i fucking scrwed up mu subjects
no wi fucking scrweewdd
piece of fucking shit
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
osh fucking damnit
yeah this is a bad time
a confusfojksdiadghkln
]FUCK
IM
sigh
ima blog another time
goodfucking night

tum mai yung ruk dtae tur ( yah bork carw )

far out
so bored
so many things to do
so much time to do
put it off ?? or get it over and done ??
cbf both im just gunna pretend i stopped time
and wait for you to wait for me
fuck its getting harder and harder to loook myself in teh mirror
DONT CALL ME UGLY CHRIS
coz i dnt mean it in that way
gosh fucking damnit
all the fucking opportunities and chances
all the regrets and mistakes
are catching up to me
i cant run anymore
i cant go any further
all the things i prayed for
all the prayers that were answered
then ruined
all the nights staying up thinking of happiness
all the mornings wishing it wasnt a dream
every dream that had to end
every single moment that didnt count
its all come down to nothing
and nothnig is what ill keep with me fo ra long time
until . . . . . .
something
i dunno how to finich that line
or mayeb i just dont fuckin gwant to
FAR OUT LEAVE ME BE
pick me up off the ground
and keep your mouth shut
before the flash lights blind your _____
fuck you brian McKnight
fucked me over
thankyou
fuck cbf book tmro
but i must . move forward
and burn boxes
Mg P Ti B
i hate that word
i dnt even wanan type it !!
even though i have a million billiob trillion times
but yeha
kill me
goodnight
whats ps stand for ??
anyways BYE YOU FUCKING "FRIEND"
i fkn wish

ps. dont bother waking me up in the morning

when skies are grey

i needa lose myself to find myself
apparently
. . . . . . .
fkn
im looking at my hw
and thats a bout it
its so fucking hard
and liek i dunno even know what i have to do like
what hw i ahev left from what i ahevnt done
fuck
im fucking screwed
my luck finally ran out
fucking hell
im so emptyily hungry
i needa fil up . . .
or die
or soemthing fucking hell
balls have been annoying me all day
bu they arent itchy they are just like
. . . not in a good position alot
but no obne wants to hear about my balls
but yeah
fucking hell
just fuck me over on emor etime please let me feel
again
anything
something
or someone
or just fucking FUCKINGNGFIYJHDFZHSDJHNRTDe
anyfucking ways goodnight and goodbye
you fucking killers

7^3

fuck
fuck
what day is it ?
where am i
whats my name
actually
u know what
it doesnt even matter
nothing matters
but lets not talk about nothing
or what i have
oh wait
its teh same thing anyways
fuck you
cant wait o escape outta chem
fkn
but yeha
i cant say it was THAT BADD
but yeah it was still shit
fucken life is boring the shit out of me
or maybe im shtting the bore outta me ??
ew
anyways
lol maybe i should walk 15 meters away so that the toilet can flush
LOLOLOLO
jkz
kidding calm down lol
well now that chris's blue period is over , mine can start
oh shit its my BDAY soon ! . . . . wait cbf
fucken omgeeeee
fucking exams and revision is killing me
its liek gonig through a giant pile of clothes looking for what u wore last fucking term
far out FUCK YOU LINEAR EQUATIONS
came back fromt eh dead to haunt me again
hmmmm
fkn shattererererededererdrerdrer
no not just about the _____ thing
theres other shit too
fucking. . . . goohhhh
i needa piece my life back together
but its alot harder without the glue
and paint and broken pieces
its a fucking mosaic
far out
not what i planned
mayeb itll come out better ?? ^o)
but for now its a person short from being a masterpiece
fucking hell
FUCK YOU
TIEU
fucknugget
i needa stop feeling sorry for myself
and just fucken take my anger out on someone
and then out me out of my misery
by smiling abit more tehn
mayeb illl be like sand man and the pieces will just come back to me
pieces . . . .
i dont liek that word
you know what else i hate i hate the word ugly
but most of all i hate the word . . .
i wont even say it
ew
wait i mean the words
or mayeb its one word ^o)
hmmmmm
oh well
fuck it fuck you
fuck him fuck her
fuck em both and fuck everyone who looks at me
and sticks their nose up
fucken
. . . . .
for now goodnight
i hope you sleep better than i do
if i get any sleep at all
im sorry

i dont know

not that i ever did nor will i ever
fuck
whats with this idiot in the mirror
"i left a box of memories lying on the floor"
listening to soem song from ever more remix thing
fuck im so confused and lost and kinda unhappy
i dunno wtf im feeling or what im thinknig
and the night isnt helping either
i thought the walk would but it was too fkn freezing
to thnik of anything
i wanan just cut open a hole and leave this world behind then coem back a hundred years later
and then mayeb id realise what i had
then id go back in time and enjoy . . . whatever it is that i have
or had , or going to have
but yeah
bloody hell
put me out of my misery
MY love - JT.
mmmmmmm
who are your friends
who are your loved ones
who do you think abotu at night
who do you think of when you wake up
who do you dream about
who can make your day with just a smile
who who WHOO
only you
but no
there is no you
there is no me
just an empty shell
and with a crazy labyrinth inside
so lets not lose ourselves
"i need to start to be myself, cause im sick of everybody else"
by BOYS LIKe GIRLS
well i found out i missed a really good party a lil pissed but then i dnt want to be so i wont be
but yeah
shame
FUCKING SHAME
i needa good breakdown
thats all and ill be fine
fucking hell
i neeeda sleep this off fuckers
goodfucking night
save me from myself

whats this rolling down my cheek

no im not sad but it sounds fuking good
well this weeek has certainly been a good one
til today
it was all yeah wow woo hoo
now its like neaahhhwww BZHT
(aeroplane noise then crash)
but yeha i guess its called balance
anyways atm
im a lil pissed, cold, sore eyed and sorry
well ive been in a prettyy shtty mood all day which kinda pisses me off
but yeha
thats okay
yeah cbf continue soon bye