Wednesday, June 3, 2009

tum mai yung ruk dtae tur ( yah bork carw )

far out
so bored
so many things to do
so much time to do
put it off ?? or get it over and done ??
cbf both im just gunna pretend i stopped time
and wait for you to wait for me
fuck its getting harder and harder to loook myself in teh mirror
DONT CALL ME UGLY CHRIS
coz i dnt mean it in that way
gosh fucking damnit
all the fucking opportunities and chances
all the regrets and mistakes
are catching up to me
i cant run anymore
i cant go any further
all the things i prayed for
all the prayers that were answered
then ruined
all the nights staying up thinking of happiness
all the mornings wishing it wasnt a dream
every dream that had to end
every single moment that didnt count
its all come down to nothing
and nothnig is what ill keep with me fo ra long time
until . . . . . .
something
i dunno how to finich that line
or mayeb i just dont fuckin gwant to
FAR OUT LEAVE ME BE
pick me up off the ground
and keep your mouth shut
before the flash lights blind your _____
fuck you brian McKnight
fucked me over
thankyou
fuck cbf book tmro
but i must . move forward
and burn boxes
Mg P Ti B
i hate that word
i dnt even wanan type it !!
even though i have a million billiob trillion times
but yeha
kill me
goodnight
whats ps stand for ??
anyways BYE YOU FUCKING "FRIEND"
i fkn wish

ps. dont bother waking me up in the morning

2 comments:

  1. yes...what's the heading translated too in english? well i can't say much about "running" away from your problems but no shit they eventually catch up to you and your in this pit of despair but time will fix everything. like you said simply do not think about it, maybe you listen to your own advice and asif you say whatevz to me. LEWANNABE.

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  2. im a hiprocrit
    ive accepted that
    but i try to help ppl by not letting others make teh same mistakes that i make

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