barely hanging on

its 2:11 am

early saturday morning

im sitting here listening to Scars by Paparoach

sober and exhausted

now i feel stupid

but I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know,

right now you can't tell ,But stay awhile

and maybe then you'll see A different side of me

copied and pasted

then tattooed across my heart

no not the lyrics

not them anyways

seems like just yesterday

.

for hating you i blame myself

.

no its not a depression blog , no not even an elevating blog

its just me typing what im listening to

the sentences that stand out

the words that hit me like a brick

the times i will never forget

. . . . memories

sewed together but so broken up inside

ying roo ying mai kow jai

the more i know the more it confuses me

a song about love by BODYSLAM

a thai rock band

love it

.

i never should have .

fuck it

lets just make a snow list ,

well actually i already made it on my phone

but im just gunna copy n paste. . .

by retyping this Knigger

Things to bring:

• V can x 2
• snacks x heaps
• tissue
• mints [ morning breathe ]
• small towel
• moist cream
• deodorant
• water
• shorts
• spare socks
• maccas board games

hmm that list doesnt go well with this layouty thing

but ima leave coz i mentioned it and i cbf backspacigng this thing and that thing

fuck

im sorry

no imnot

FUCK YOU

fuck i hope i dont get mood swings

i mean i wouldnt notice

but i just hope i dont get them

goodnight

bye

and dont forget me