who needs friends anyway

yeah i dont think i wanna go
ima think up a good excuse

i just did some weights :D
i didnt even do many reps and my arms already hurt
such a weak karrrrrrnt

LOL im not very good at keeping secrets AHAHAHA.
but you can trust me >:]

yeah you can break my heart a thousand times
and id still fall back in love with you
yeah guess who i was thinking about when i came up with that
but i know that who ever you guessed is 100% not the person
or maybe ive heard it somewhere else
and then it just clicked to me now ?

this justin bieber is so young
i dotn liek it
he looks like a small zac efron
but i still like his song(s)

[skip thsi part]
FARRRRK
McHappy day
was quite busy sometimes
but the indian working next to me was being a hog
so i didnt do much
like i know im abit slow BUT DONT TOUCH ANYTHING IN MY AREA
bloody punjab
yeah there were like 6 of us in the kitchen
which results to a packed ass orgy
(i was looking for a word right i think it starts with in- or en- but i settled for results . hmmm)
AND fkn i was in the chaser position (the person who finishes the burger with meat, chic or fish)
FKN teh only thing im not so good at
im fkn pro initiator and assembler but NOOOOO
fkn then halfway through the shift i was assigned to meat LIKE WTF
SIFFFF
but yeha i bludged through that anyways
then i stole the initiators spot later :D

FUCKEN how the fuck do my THEs end up as TEHs
liek fuck i cbf gonig back to fix it
not that i always do but yeha

yeah goodnight for now from your backstabber two faced friend
yours sincerenitely PAVSEX . . . . ew

maybe im a desperate believer

yeah i was worknig on a post and then i deleted it . . . yeah
it was only like four lines anyways.

hmmmm
love love love love love
oh how i hate you so
infatuation, lust and desire
then theres consequence,
shame and regret

fkn i forgot to make a wish gosh damnit
whatever

yeah im just gunna try not to
intrest myself into women for a while
its just a waste of time anyways
and its not liek im gunna grow a pair

frgn i needa rethink everything
but everytime i do i just piss myself off or
find an excuse to rage at someone
id rather not

i just remembered on friday how maria was all like
no this isnt the way this isnt the way
and i was liek 10000000000% sure it was
but she doubted me :@
and nikkie was all like no this isnt the stop
and yes, it was
but no we got off the next one
and walked a block back . . . . .

but yeha mayeb coz im more wrong then i am right
and coz i dont speak with confidence?

you know what i want
a damzel in distress that can look after herself
its liek
she needs me there, but only to watch
or something

this blog was a waste of time
and im so drained from doing nothing

goodbye love i hope i dont see you for a long time
and just coz i smile and talk to you
it doesnt mean i liek you
its all fake
im just not that mean

i think ive made a terrible mistake

LOL thats some fine assss photo bombing right there
im kinda proud of you bao . . . . nyah

well today was . . . . was .
its liek shut the fuck up
nah im not pissed, more annoyed if anything
fuck my feet smell liek shit
i can smell em from here
and my legs are crossed btw
liek sitting on the floor crossed

im harvesting as i think up this blog
. . . . . .yeah

today was, just like school
except we were eating
porterhouse with mushroom sauce . mmm
i wanna try a better steak next time
wait let me rephrase that
a more expensive steak
and THEN see if its better

man park was quite the time killer
but it was aiight
as long as words were being said then id be fine
but yeha i dunno


ANY FRGN WAYS
exams are over woo
Predictions
Busman id say 40% if im lucky
Eng can be liek C+ hopefully
Multimedia like 70% maybe ? i forgot what i did
Info is like 50 % :\
and Gen Maths hopefully 90%+
but yeah im just being hopeful :D

i dunno maybe im being an asshole
maybe im just trying to ruin everyones fun
maybe its just me
but i liek small dinners more
less complicated
less hassle
more cosy
more intimate
but yeah liek i said
maybe im just trying to be a party pooper
wtf is my problem ?
wtf is your problem ?
yeah maybe its just me?
yeah well fuck you too

wth happened ?
i was feeling so damn good
it was liek the pieces just came together
now theyre just falling apart
but im not worried
coz i know everything will be fine
i just need to be patient
faith . :)
all i need and maybe all ive had ?
but it pulls me through

fuck i think i have a virus this thing keeps popping up
gosh dangit cbf im so fkn tired

i got faith, now all i need is hope
goodnight

i just want to kill you

this blog may get confusing

ima start off when i was cleaning the pot thing
coz i umwait yeah
okay today i came home from school and mum has to go to work on weds after work
yeah two jobs
but anyways before she left
what do you want to eat she asks
i say i dunno nothnig
yadayadayadayadayadayadayada
so she steams egg n veges together liek a steamed omlette
anyways she says ten minute
i say alright ten minutes
twenty minutes pass and she calls me and asks if i checked teh food
i say yes (obviouslynot) so i go checked it
I THOUGHT i turned it off but i actually left it on low

i take regular trips to the kitchen right
btw im home alone
and everytime i go there the pot is still steaming
i thought iwas mega odd even after three hours
i didnt think id leave the fire on
so yeah
yadayadayadayadayada
at liek 8 i go coles come back round 8 40
and the house smells like burntish chicken
so i look at the kitchen
and if the light wasnt off i wouldnt have seen
that fire under the pot

and i turn it off
and go to my room coem back
look inside the pot
and its fkn black and flakey
i stress a lil
then i scrubbed it mega hard till it was clean
i was liek wow
i thought the metal was breaking
but it was just residue
so yeah lucky me

during the time i cleaned the pot i thought up everything i was gunna type on my blog
even that very line that i would type up every thing i thought
and i was in that trance for a while
and omgeee there this handwash in my bathroom
IT FUCKING AWSOME
aloe and blueberry liek wtfff
smell so frgn good
makes me wanna eat my hands
but yeha
i thouht of blogging that too

fuck i forgot everythign i wanted to type
anyays at coles i bought cheese tubes , flavoured mineral water and deoderant
roll on . NO CFCS mother fucker
DONT FUCK AROUDN WITH THE ENVIRONMENT
ill chop ya kunt

Yeah sorry about that ive been a lil very stressy lately
fuck i dnt even know why im stressing about sarahs
its not even my fucking party
ffs daMN THOSE FUCKING PAMPHELT INVITE SHIT FUCK
and fucking ppl pissing me off
and btw someone is lying
its either kyle or risa
they are telling me two different things
and ive asked them
so the only way i can find out who the liar is
is by confronting them both at thye same time
which i will this sunday
ima fucking rage
coz im fucking pissed
i dotn give a shit if i lose a "best" friend
or never talk to my sister ever again

i want the fucking truth
and ill do anything to get it
fuck sakes
i just wanan fucking pop pills and go sky diving or someshit

anything to pop my heart outta my chest
its not liek i need it anyways
fucking hell
and yeah im not gunna "waste" my time
or make myself look liek the retard
im just gunna fkn deal with it
whatever that means

fuck im not gunna blog for a while
goodnight and sweetdreams
i hope you a better day than mine

girl dont make me spank you

continuation
fucking bad mother fucking news
FUCK YOOUU MAN SERIOUSLY
FUCK YOU
fuck i Dont even know wth im suppoosed to do
actually here i go again with the
oh im so lost im a fkn pussy
eat my shit
JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP
wtf am i on about ?
ill tell you


no i wont i lied
hahah . . . .
yeah shut up
fucking hell
hehe . . what

im sorry im really
fucking
sorry
hahaha

you make me laugh
you make me angry
you make me everything i never wanted to be
its so fucking funny

reality check

yeah i knew it was too good to be true
life was so good
but theres always a catch
or fall

hard to breathe - nikki flores

i need a second opinion from you

thanks for eating my shit
goodnight
im cute btw

i feel good :\

Omfffffffffing GEEEEE
Like wtf
Where did that even come from. FUCK
Save me. Actually im alright i dnt need saving
False alarm
DONG WORRY

fuck im gunna have to hassle to get some money for this so called "end of penis party"
WE NEED MONEY AIIGHT
no money no party
no money no penis

GOSH
I'm so fucking con fucking fused like wtf FFS
i just want to shut down and camouflage into the backdrop
BUT NOOOOOO

fkn
I'm just gunan . . . i dunno
i really fucking dont know
fuck I'm so fucking indecisive
i hate this about me
never can make up my fkn tiny little mind YA FUCKIN
maybe its true . . . . second thought no
FUCK YOUUU BITCHESSS
no fuck this retard typing with his hoodie on inside the house
goff

i needa break another one
far far away from the city lights and over dramatizations

i was hoping the stars would shine yesterday
but they were cockblocked by the clouds
but then again i was almost cockblocked but then it
actually backfired and i dunno what the word is but yeah
i dunno i really fucking dont
i needa punching bag
but i dont have a place to put it :@
i wanan go gym
but so cbf

GOSH FUCKING DAMNIT
FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
to be continued
i dont wann blog anymore bye for now
goodnight love

i dont like women,i dont like men, i like couples

i dont want your excuses, i just want you

you and your beautiful soul . . . . . . . . .
BAHAHAHAH im messin with ya
that was sooo ew

okay on my mind atm end of yeah party
okay PPL i wanna ask to go
sophie n her friends
melb girls girls
christina and her friends
and maybe qiqi
BRB im watch tv n FV

okay im back and im a bit blank but ima talk bout my weekend

okay so on friday i got home and fell asleep early :\

then on sat i went to some shitty party

so i ditched that went to city

and had frgn chinese food

frgn im so sick of (most) asian food

. . . yeah then went arcade and by then i was very bleh

actually i think i was liek that all day :s

but anyways

yeah sunday work . . . . . OMFGGGG

YOU IDIOT , everyone

so fucking sick of work, seriously man fuck

yes you are now all men

monday i woke up at 8 24ish

woke up me sis

went back to sleep

then woke up round 10 ish

so i decided to go city and get some book done

instead kristine was there

and we talked most of the time
and i got paiddd for it:D

well that wasa wasted post read THE ONE BEFORE !!

i think ? its better ? ^o)

anyways goodnight nigstars