theres something about the way you smile

that just makes my day

i dunno but i never really realised the importance of a smile
and how great it really looks on someone
i think we should bring back the smile instead of trying to look kool by putting on a mean face
and pouts dont count as smilnig so yeah

hmmmm after i kinda ditched alice i was thinkngi of a day that i can make it up to her and
then i realised i was quite busy
sat portayy
sun temple
mon work
tues book work I GOTTA FINISH IT
weds im actually free buts shes not
thurs work :\
fri busy
sat i thnik im free
sun cuz's bday

I SHOULD AHVE BEEN CAREFUL OF WHAT I WISHED FOR WHEN I WAS BOREDDDD
sorry caps bu ti cbf backspacing

how has my week been ?
yesterday was friday
went city n stuff and kill a whole lotta time with chris mostly then stevoh n mario n eriK
sorry alice
thurs was the meeting and i saw thanh and jenny before work
which was nicee
weds i thnik i stayed home ??
yeah i think so
and probably tues as well
and mon i had work maybe ?
yeah i dunno

how have i been ?
ive been very confused
but im always lost and unsure of myself
which is a tremendous flaw
but what can i do ?

yeha i feel funked
ima go now
yeha goodngith byebyeyyb

its not the same without you

yeah he gets it from me
:D
californication is quite good
even without all the unnecessary sex scenes
makes me happy

omgeee yesterday i went to my cuz's house coz my aunt and HIM are going to Thailand for a while but the rest of teh family are staying back
yeah im like im gunna miss you yadadada
and im like if you miss me call me yeah
call 000 lol
and then i heard that he dialled it today
MAKES ME FUCKING HAPPY

fuck sakes i dunno im so fkn
i dont know i just want to falll as hard as i can
i want to catch my breathe
i want answers

fuck it doesn't even matter anymore,
well not to anyone else but me
which pretty much means it doesn't matter anymore
freak i think i need new speakers
i think my bass is screwed
im pretty sure it is
ALRIGHT IM NTO SURE

would you wana know the truth even if it hurt you ?
i cant really answer that one
it kidna scares me
but i hate lies
but i hate white lies more
its liek they pity you so they try make you feel better
WELL GUESSS WHAT . fuck youuuu

thsi is pointleesss
blog next tiem goodnight for now

i want this more than anything

yeah dont mess with us, we are crazy posers
gawsh i miss my moho, but im not doing it
maybe the moho with the fringe
fkn summer and long oily hair
and goodness i hate my long hair especially at the back but im so cbffffff

i dunno
alot of backwards thinking
and it just makes me
feel . . . . stupid
liek why the fuck did i do that
and why didnt you do that
and like why the fuck would you do the opposite
maybe its a reflex that i liek to put myself in shit situations
mayeb i like the challenge
even if i cant handle them

so lets stay up tonight
girl thats all
let me sing you this song

fuck i hate it when i cant sleep
thats when the thoughts really build up
and fuck me over
but if i didnt have these thoughts then
a whole lot of shit woudl still not make sense to me
which is kinda better
what you dont know cant hurt you
right, right

so sick of working already
and fucking rosters are the shittest everrrrr
and fucking book
i got liek 3 weeks to finish

i kinda feel bad
my mum just came in asking what i want tmro and stuff
and then after a while she jumped out saying
i better leave before you get annoyed
although i probably would have gotten annoyed
. . . . . actually i dunno what to say to make me feel better :\

life is not too shabby atm
its just . . . . stufff that doesnt matter
goodnight
fuck yall

words without meaning

another fine bomb by bao on roberts (y)

tell me how much it hurts, make my day

i dunno wtf my problem is, really
its like im trying to find an excuse to be angry at everyone
including myself

the memories i chose to forget have come back to haunt me
and the grudges i forgot to hold are fucking around with me
no point throwing a punch after youve shaken hands
GOSH DAMN MEE

but really i dunno where the hell these flash backs are coming from
i dont even remember them, i just remember that i remembered them
then i forget them then at the worst of times i remember them
and its just at the most pointless time . . . .

cheese egg n bacon from Pie face isnt too bad
but at 4.25 . . . i dunnooooo
hmmm i feel like one now

do you know who you can trust ?
coz i know who i cant.

[ yeha i think it makes sense ]

WELL today was thunder storming
lucky i didnt go school
and i hope the clouds have ran out of rain for tmro
. . . i dunno i feel so :s about tmro liek
fkn hell
PISSS ME THE FUCK OUT
when i go there . . . . . actually
ill tell you later ;)

fuck GEEGEE me

have fun tmro bitches

who needs friends anyway

yeah i dont think i wanna go
ima think up a good excuse

i just did some weights :D
i didnt even do many reps and my arms already hurt
such a weak karrrrrrnt

LOL im not very good at keeping secrets AHAHAHA.
but you can trust me >:]

yeah you can break my heart a thousand times
and id still fall back in love with you
yeah guess who i was thinking about when i came up with that
but i know that who ever you guessed is 100% not the person
or maybe ive heard it somewhere else
and then it just clicked to me now ?

this justin bieber is so young
i dotn liek it
he looks like a small zac efron
but i still like his song(s)

[skip thsi part]
FARRRRK
McHappy day
was quite busy sometimes
but the indian working next to me was being a hog
so i didnt do much
like i know im abit slow BUT DONT TOUCH ANYTHING IN MY AREA
bloody punjab
yeah there were like 6 of us in the kitchen
which results to a packed ass orgy
(i was looking for a word right i think it starts with in- or en- but i settled for results . hmmm)
AND fkn i was in the chaser position (the person who finishes the burger with meat, chic or fish)
FKN teh only thing im not so good at
im fkn pro initiator and assembler but NOOOOO
fkn then halfway through the shift i was assigned to meat LIKE WTF
SIFFFF
but yeha i bludged through that anyways
then i stole the initiators spot later :D

FUCKEN how the fuck do my THEs end up as TEHs
liek fuck i cbf gonig back to fix it
not that i always do but yeha

yeah goodnight for now from your backstabber two faced friend
yours sincerenitely PAVSEX . . . . ew

maybe im a desperate believer

yeah i was worknig on a post and then i deleted it . . . yeah
it was only like four lines anyways.

hmmmm
love love love love love
oh how i hate you so
infatuation, lust and desire
then theres consequence,
shame and regret

fkn i forgot to make a wish gosh damnit
whatever

yeah im just gunna try not to
intrest myself into women for a while
its just a waste of time anyways
and its not liek im gunna grow a pair

frgn i needa rethink everything
but everytime i do i just piss myself off or
find an excuse to rage at someone
id rather not

i just remembered on friday how maria was all like
no this isnt the way this isnt the way
and i was liek 10000000000% sure it was
but she doubted me :@
and nikkie was all like no this isnt the stop
and yes, it was
but no we got off the next one
and walked a block back . . . . .

but yeha mayeb coz im more wrong then i am right
and coz i dont speak with confidence?

you know what i want
a damzel in distress that can look after herself
its liek
she needs me there, but only to watch
or something

this blog was a waste of time
and im so drained from doing nothing

goodbye love i hope i dont see you for a long time
and just coz i smile and talk to you
it doesnt mean i liek you
its all fake
im just not that mean

i think ive made a terrible mistake

LOL thats some fine assss photo bombing right there
im kinda proud of you bao . . . . nyah

well today was . . . . was .
its liek shut the fuck up
nah im not pissed, more annoyed if anything
fuck my feet smell liek shit
i can smell em from here
and my legs are crossed btw
liek sitting on the floor crossed

im harvesting as i think up this blog
. . . . . .yeah

today was, just like school
except we were eating
porterhouse with mushroom sauce . mmm
i wanna try a better steak next time
wait let me rephrase that
a more expensive steak
and THEN see if its better

man park was quite the time killer
but it was aiight
as long as words were being said then id be fine
but yeha i dunno


ANY FRGN WAYS
exams are over woo
Predictions
Busman id say 40% if im lucky
Eng can be liek C+ hopefully
Multimedia like 70% maybe ? i forgot what i did
Info is like 50 % :\
and Gen Maths hopefully 90%+
but yeah im just being hopeful :D

i dunno maybe im being an asshole
maybe im just trying to ruin everyones fun
maybe its just me
but i liek small dinners more
less complicated
less hassle
more cosy
more intimate
but yeah liek i said
maybe im just trying to be a party pooper
wtf is my problem ?
wtf is your problem ?
yeah maybe its just me?
yeah well fuck you too

wth happened ?
i was feeling so damn good
it was liek the pieces just came together
now theyre just falling apart
but im not worried
coz i know everything will be fine
i just need to be patient
faith . :)
all i need and maybe all ive had ?
but it pulls me through

fuck i think i have a virus this thing keeps popping up
gosh dangit cbf im so fkn tired

i got faith, now all i need is hope
goodnight