i wish i didnt care

fuck i blog too much

i needa get a life

or a gf

lol i sound lieka fucking loser lol

no not fucking lol ur a fucking mess

a wreck

a fucking what was it muck yet ?

i dunno lost duck or some shit

but yeah

ice skating :S

crew outing zzzzzz

working with kyle today was quite awsome

but yeha

OMFG every single woman has proved me wrong + kyle

fuck all i needed to hear was yeah its all in your head kid

(well nto those words but other words that would imply that to me)

but fuck now im back where i started

standing in the middle of a crossroad

alone , lost and cold

but ive learned to call this place home

i just remembered thsi saying

"home is where teh heart is"

i think ^o)

oh well

nothing matters anyways

and it hasnt for a while now

i think im getting used to this shitty ness

i havent complained for a while

maybe ive out bitched myself

goodthing though

fuck, whats pride anyways

what song was it ?

nah fuck it

not worth mentioning

not now anyways

one day when someone asks how im doing

i wanna be able to say im doing fucking good

my life has never been better

and i wake up not thinking about you

or him or them or her with him

or . . . fucking hell

my room is messy

i havent touched my homework

my bank account is drained

my bin is liek fucking bagless

my dirty clothes are everywhere

i got glasses from last week still in my room

fuck i needa get myself togetherrrrr

clean my room

shave

and

do something about all thsi shit gonig on in my head

fuck

well ima go waste time on somethnig else

thsi blogg is so wasted