Lets all play Pavis like a game, wanna Join ?

unresponsive

. . .

hahahah GRR ahahaGRRR sighh GRR

i dunno what to feel

what to think

how to RESPONDDDDEDEDED

yeah i am

i wont deny it

though i will work on it

feels like the only emotion i can show these days is anger

hateful i am

and i actually dont mind

but i know you do

but i wont change

not just for anyone

bipolar ??

hmmm maybe not yet

but yeha maybe

and btw victor this isnt fkn english class

so dont comment like a professor

LOL REMEMBER PROFESSOR GAY LOLOLOL

on my list : drink until i have to get my stomache pumped

but no i dont plan on doing that at jacksons

that would be selfish

. itscold boxers undies and a tee

but ill be fine

i hope

. . . fuck. hope, the one thing we can always have

soemething that can never be taken away

but sometimes i wish i didnt

then id never be disappointed or broken down

piece by piece, bit by bit

i needa post a poem

no dont expect it to be good, just expect it to be by me

- - - - - - - -

we all make mistakes

some worse than others

we forgive and forget

but we all know

forgive just means lets talk

and forget means its unmentionable

we all have secrets

some darker than others

but we all know secrets arent meant to be kept

but is all encoding and decoding anyways

secrets are chains

burdens actually

alcohol may loosen it up

but tighten in the morning

but whatever

i dont even make sense anymore

but its okay

as long as i have you here by my side

oh wait . . . .

oops

goodnight